Habits.

(TW/CW: depression, anxiety, alcoholism)   In my years-long journey with depression and anxiety, there are various habits that I have developed.  Some of these habits are positive ones, the ones that help me maintain and practice awareness so that I can actively combat depression.  Some of these habits are symptoms of the depression itself--subtly self-destructive … Continue reading Habits.

Finally.

Finally....... Twelve years of trying.  Twelve years, on and off, with alternating bursts of hope and self-doubt. Twelve years of periodic wondering what I needed to do differently in order to be seen, to be received, to be wanted. I have been accepted to an MFA program in acting. Just this week, I got the … Continue reading Finally.